nobody know
nobody know how bad is my situation. nobody is here to help me. to comfort me. to support me. to lend me a shoulder. a listening ear.
i cant confide in pple too. i don trust them no one.
when i had you i chose not to tell you to not burden you. when there is nobody i just got to swallow and bear it all.
sometimes i just feel like giving up. how good would it be if i ended it then. no more such troubles anymore. but i cant do it now. too much on hand too much debts. how can i leave just like that. but it did came to mind... insurance might help haha :(
nobody believes me. cant blame huh i don say the whole truth. i don say the bad no trouble no problem no nothing bout me.
feelings and thoughts at
9:48 PM
