Dont know what to put here
Yesday just start work. Really long hours. Reach home at 7plus 8am. Very tiring got to stand all the time. Worse part of all, everything doesnt tally with what the agency told us. She say there will be shift work from 6pm to 7am but no i dont think so. From tonight onwards everyone will just die working. And!! They only count our pay till 530am!! What the * loh.
Having a headache now. Not exactly due to work but more of the mind. They keep on stressing how hard the work is and how the crowd would just make us not want to work there anymore. Its true that there are alot of pple and very tiring (given the things we do and the DURATION) but for me the reason abit different.
When i was working yesday, i felt dots cos the whole world is having fun while im doing work. But the main thing is. The crowder the place is, the more lonely i feel. Felt so lost and empty. Actually is sadness. Im so afraid to go to work again because im scared i would not be able to take it. The place actually remind me of and everything said. And i cannot imagine is having fun and drinking with friends. Esp during xmas eve. Ok i think im going to be sick soon. Headache and heavy head. Like the feeling you are going to have a fever kind.
Got to go prepare for work le.... I dont want to work
I wonder if you see this....
feelings and thoughts at
4:44 PM
