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Monday, May 17, 2010


tearless cry

i can only cry here. let my words be my tears. let it flood the blog.
guess what. my words are like my tears. i actually don even know what n how to write anymore. feel better thou. was so on the verge of dropping. lucky for u bloggy. im like crying in my heart now without the tears :') im tired

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nobody know

nobody know how bad is my situation. nobody is here to help me. to comfort me. to support me. to lend me a shoulder. a listening ear.
i cant confide in pple too. i don trust them no one.
when i had you i chose not to tell you to not burden you. when there is nobody i just got to swallow and bear it all.
sometimes i just feel like giving up. how good would it be if i ended it then. no more such troubles anymore. but i cant do it now. too much on hand too much debts. how can i leave just like that. but it did came to mind... insurance might help haha :(
nobody believes me. cant blame huh i don say the whole truth. i don say the bad no trouble no problem no nothing bout me.

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Saturday, May 15, 2010


teardrops in my heart

silently.... crying

im really stuck.. and greatly disappointed..

how can the world be like this? why is there no real friends and those chivalrous people who will help those in need? i just need abit of help... a little bit of love... and a little bit of sympathy.. ok i need money

really tired... and stuck.. all my own fault for the way things become.. too late damage done

thank you bloggy.. for being here and for being able to let me say all i wanted to.. cant trust no one huh...

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Saturday, May 8, 2010


=)

im trying to move on... kind of hard...
i guess this time i really fell in love...

surprisingly i did fall in like too i think...
so complicated and mixed feelings....

perhaps i should just let things flow? maybe...

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009


:'(

feel so sad... heart break...

theres so much i feel so much i want to say...

i dono really tired...

dear i miss you... i really miss you... :'(

it hurts... do you know? can you hear my heartache? my heartbreak?

tired... i want to talk to you... i miss you...

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Thursday, December 17, 2009


One year later

The me now! (getting old)



Ok actually its more than a year later since my last entry... Im kind of surprise that there is an increase in the no of views for my blog haha.

Anyway updates! Its been one and half year in NOTU and well, its gonna end soon. My contract is for 2 years and im truly thinking whether to continue or not. Just to say its long story so in a dilemma now... Apart from this, its the 1st time i went overseas as in reeeally far country - USA! Was a fulfilling trip kinda miss the times there.

One thing i've not been blogging is that there is not much need of a venting outlet now. When i first started this was because its the craze then and seems like the whole world's blogging. Just like everyone's on facebook now. Subsequently its a venting outlet as the name suggest so i can direct my anger sadness etc somewhere. But as time passes plus the days got busy, I dont have much time and interest thus this blog 'ended'.

Happened to thought of it today so might as well write something. I might just revamp my whole blog when i have the mood or time and till then stay tune! :p


(Nice diary actually haha maybe I should start blogging again. Anyway everything practically remains the same did not change at all! Im sure i will be able to pick up again.)

Oh i forgot one important thing! Hehe im now a part time model =p Ok really amatuer and nothing much to boast about. Still happy though. :) Just hope no one reads this!! Blogging is just for memory sake in case one day i get so senile.

Feels good to type so much rubbish.


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My goodness, just finish reading my whole blog and realise how much ive changed! Time really flies and its scary... Theres so much history etc. Maybe i'll really blog again :)

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Monday, June 30, 2008


New Job

Finally embark onto a new chapter of my life... Close to a month in the new job... Cant disclose much except that I am a coordinator in NOTU.. Enclosed a picture of my desk!



Haha this pic was taken in the early stage.. Now there are more stuff to make it look more mine =)


Next is my new hp: K850I green

My bday gift from the gals...

The rare guest! And as usual, she give me face!! Wahaha


Not forgetting my new puma big 'runaway' bag from mummy haha...

Anyway back to the new job, it is kind of challenging and interesting... Quite hard as I need to learn alot of new things and must be fast... Will see how it goes.. As for the 1st case, it is on 27/6 fri... Everything is smooth and thank you for making it happen.. You will always be remembered for the kind gesture and making my 1st experience a memorable one...

Giving up is really hard.... Im very tired.... I dono what to do.... Its time... Is it?


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